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(Spring Blog #29) A Dream: Groundhog Day Dream

Has anyone ever had a dream in which they envision the same scenario in many different ways over the course of the same night/dream? Is it just me, or do I have an overactive guilt complex..wait don't answer that one. Anyone who's read my psychobabble over the course of the past semester can attest to the fact that I readily admit---I could use a shrink to "talk out" my relationship issues! (it's pathetic, i know...lol @ myself)

I've repeated scenarios in which I can see myself doing things differently, but with the same result over and over and over again (breaking up SUCKS, but being dumped is even WORSE). No matter what I say or do differently each time---the end result is always the same---I get screwed (figuratively speaking of course for you pervs out there with the hairy hands!).

I'll try and see, through priming, if this dream of mine can become lucid if I experience it anymore. I guess our psyches just tend to repeat shit that is stuck in our memories---it's just never been expurgated from my "internal hard drive" so to speak, to use a "techie" metapor. Fuck Frued I say...maybe I can open a clinic!

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Comments (5)

Searching Buddha:

I've had circular dreams before - one of the very first I wrote about in this blog was like that. I kept trying the scenario over and over, each time with a different ending.

Scott Cheshire:

I love the fact that you've used the blogs to "readily admit"--though I have to point out that "fuck Freud" might very well be a Freudian slip. Haha...

annie hall:

I like how we all have "regulars" who read our various psychoabblings. It's cute =)


That was all.

Mind's Torque Wrench:

Circular dreams scare me. It's almost like a record skipping except its not a record, but your mind. It may very well be a indicator of something wrong psychologically! LOL, j/k. But yes, they are still bizarre.

John A. Dreams:

You know, I've never done the circular dreams thing before. In your case it sounds pretty horrible.

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