tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007/50 2007-05-25T16:34:41Z Dream log Movable Type Enterprise 1.02 tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2675 2007-05-25T16:00:56Z 2007-05-25T16:34:41Z

Magritte, René (1898-1967) © ARS, NY La Victoire. (c) COPYRIGHT ARS, NY. Location :Private Collection Photo Credit : Herscovici / Art Resource, NY My Illustrious Fellow Bloggers: I've been putting this last entry off for a while because endings...

Sonomas Magritte, René (1898-1967) © ARS, NY La Victoire. (c) COPYRIGHT ARS, NY. Location :Private Collection Photo Credit : Herscovici / Art Resource, NY My Illustrious Fellow Bloggers: I've been putting this last entry off for a while because endings are not my favorite thing to do. Hence the door picture. We all know the good old saying about 'when one door closes, another one opens.' At the risk of being beating the proverbial cliche to death, I thought it was a fitting image, especially since it's so dream-like. In our case, as another door opens, a dream-cloud comes through! Looking back over these past 2 semesters, this has been quite a journey. When I first realized that I was in class with 10 brainiacs, I almost dropped out. That conference table really threw me as I realized there was no place to hide! Those oral presentations threatened to do me in! But like all of us, I survived. And I learned a lot about dreams and literature from the readings, and from each of you. Thanks to my various groups for all of your help and support. The papers and web pages were an inspiration, as well as the presentations up on that stage. It was great to see everyone all gussied up. We all learned something about one another that day, contributing the growing respect level. It was great to see the work of the day class as we all participated as a group. I have learned alot about myself, what stops me from excelling, where my weaknesses are, and more importantly where my strengths are. I apologize for not sharing my good news about being the Valedictorian of the ACE program. But I was truly honored to be picked, and my speech was the same night as our presentations! It certainly made it a lot easier to give. I used 'dreams' as my theme, and mentioned the work our class has been doing under the helm of PT. Best of luck to each and every one of you in your endeavors. I am truly proud to count myself one amongst you all. Thank you professor for all of your help and support along the way. When you write that book, let us know. Interestingly enough, I'm going to miss blogging which I didn't think possible. Looking forward to seeing you all at the party, and at graduation. You all have my email address, feel free to keep in touch fellow Dreamers . . .]]> tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2669 2007-05-25T15:57:25Z 2007-05-25T16:00:47Z

Okay, so it's a well-known fact that I have a very difficult time remembering my dreams, or even have any worth remembering lately. I did notice that after our class presentation, I began remembering more of them. But they were...

Sonomas Okay, so it's a well-known fact that I have a very difficult time remembering my dreams, or even have any worth remembering lately. I did notice that after our class presentation, I began remembering more of them. But they were still in fragments. In one of them I was at the beach (again), at sort of a party (again) at which I found out that my sister was having lunch on a regular basis with a friend of mine I no longer talk to. In real life, that isn't possible, but obviously its on my mind. One thing about dreams, they will deal with my issues whether I want to or not -- possibly the real function of dreaming? Who knows. tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2570 2007-05-14T20:24:33Z 2007-05-14T20:32:34Z

It's amazing that the conference is almost finally upon us. All the tests have been taken, all the papers have been written, and the web site has been built. This is truly our last hurrah (besides the party!). After listening...

Sonomas It's amazing that the conference is almost finally upon us. All the tests have been taken, all the papers have been written, and the web site has been built. This is truly our last hurrah (besides the party!). After listening to so many presentations being read last week in class, I have complete confidence that this will be a shining moment for our class. Under the guidance of Professor Tougaw, this event is sure to run smoothly. Can't wait to see how it looks with the visuals and the music to round things out. It makes me sad in a way because things are almost over. It will be really strange not to meet with our class every Tuesday evening, chattin' it up out in the hallway. But enough sentiment, let's get ready to rumble! tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2568 2007-05-14T20:19:39Z 2007-05-14T20:32:54Z

Had a dream the other night with PT in it, which I guess is bound to happen sooner or later :) I only remember a fragment of it. PT was holding this certificate, almost like a degree, but it had...

Sonomas Had a dream the other night with PT in it, which I guess is bound to happen sooner or later :) I only remember a fragment of it. PT was holding this certificate, almost like a degree, but it had writing on it that was completely unrelated to the class. I kept trying to explain to him that the writing was incorrect, but he couldn't understand me. Unfortunately, can't remember what the writing was about. Also, the size of the certificate was much larger than normal, almost like the size of those Lotto checks people are given after they win a really big prize. Wouldn't that be great? tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2532 2007-05-08T16:18:39Z 2007-05-08T16:25:51Z

wow. last night i actually had several dreams and woke up in a really good mood, which hasn't happened in a while. unfortunately, i can only remember one of the dreams. a friend that i shop with often and i...

Sonomas wow. last night i actually had several dreams and woke up in a really good mood, which hasn't happened in a while. unfortunately, i can only remember one of the dreams. a friend that i shop with often and i went into this really upscale shoe store. but instead of benches, there were narrow beds to sit on. the displays were built up around the beds so you could see the shoes while you were sitting (or laying down). there were men and women sitting around talking. the store also sold high-end pocketbooks. as i was browsing the bags, my friend suddenly plopped down on the bed, disgusted. she yelled across the room, "why don't you tell me to close my pocketbook instead of letting me buy another one!" everyone stopped talking. tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2463 2007-05-03T17:41:30Z 2007-05-03T17:41:53Z

Kahlo, Frida (1907-1954) © Banco de Mexico Trust. Sin Esperanza (Without Hopes), 1945. Location :Fundacion Dolores Olmedo, Mexico City, D.F., Mexico. Photo Credit : Schalkwijk / Art Resource, NY Frida keeps showing up in the blogs. Her dreamlike qualities...

Sonomas Kahlo, Frida (1907-1954) © Banco de Mexico Trust. Sin Esperanza (Without Hopes), 1945. Location :Fundacion Dolores Olmedo, Mexico City, D.F., Mexico. Photo Credit : Schalkwijk / Art Resource, NY Frida keeps showing up in the blogs. Her dreamlike qualities speak volumes. The sun is burning bright on one side, and the moon shines on the other, almost like a reflection of the 2 seasons of our honors class. This picture also seems angry, which reflects my own stress level. Realize I don't want to write how I really feel, cause right this moment, it seems pretty negative. Despite waking up at 5 a.m. in a overload-related panic, I am going to try very hard to keep a sense of humor about this stuff. Notice I would now rather just blog than work on my web page. The fact that people can see our pages as they're being worked on is strange. But I do enjoy looking at the choices that others have made with regard to their designs and color choices. Love that stuff. Haven't read them too closely because I realize people are still working on them too. ]]> tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2461 2007-05-03T16:43:55Z 2007-05-03T16:46:41Z

Been thinking about the awards for the bloggies. We need categories, right? Think we should weigh in on ideas. Obvious ones: Best dream Craziest dreams Worst dream Most intense dream How will we decide who wins? or better yet who?...

Sonomas Been thinking about the awards for the bloggies. We need categories, right? Think we should weigh in on ideas. Obvious ones: Best dream Craziest dreams Worst dream Most intense dream How will we decide who wins? or better yet who? will we form a bloggie committee? tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2455 2007-05-02T16:05:52Z 2007-05-03T16:43:17Z

One thing I enjoy about writing these blogs is that they are a relief from having to be precise and correct about how you say things. That said, I decided to write about the movie Brazil despite the fact that...

Sonomas Brazil despite the fact that due to time constraints, we haven't seen it. Went on the web, and looked at some stills from the movie. It definitely looks like a good dream movie, and fits in with our theme. On my to do list for the summer, which mostly has 'go to the beach' on it (WITHOUT a book), will add 'rent this movie.' While searching the web, I also tripped over another movie entitled Open Your Eyes starring Penelope Cruz and Eduardo Noriega made in 1997. It apparently uses the dream technique as a vehicle after the handsome dashing man has an accident that disfigures his face. Has anyone seen this movie? Worth a rental?]]> tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2454 2007-05-02T14:54:51Z 2007-05-02T15:03:38Z

Notice that I'm falling behind on my dream blog due to the fact that as the semester draws to a close, and the work piles up, I have no memory of even a dream fragment, let alone a cohesive one....

Sonomas Notice that I'm falling behind on my dream blog due to the fact that as the semester draws to a close, and the work piles up, I have no memory of even a dream fragment, let alone a cohesive one. (Hope that's not a run-on sentence :) Even when I do get enough sleep, which is rare these days, the dream machine seems to be turned completely off. All of us are in the same boat crunch-wise. There are papers due, books to be read, websites to be updated and conferences to be put on. Wait, I think I hear the graduation song playing in the background! Dream on marching soldiers, we're almost there! tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2136 2007-04-17T16:55:39Z 2007-04-17T17:06:39Z

Despite my resistance, I have really come to like this blog, and look forward to reading all of your entries. I can't say I was so happy to begin the web project. With my usual resistance, I began to hack...

Sonomas Despite my resistance, I have really come to like this blog, and look forward to reading all of your entries. I can't say I was so happy to begin the web project. With my usual resistance, I began to hack my paper down trying to put it in categories. Realized it was like cutting up my kid! After all of that hard work, sweat and late late late (did I mention late?) nights up reading and writing. It is much easier to pare down than to scare up the words. Or is it? The idea of going public with what was somewhat a private paper gives me a quesy feeling in my stomach. But the idea of putting images and links with the paper is pretty cool. Plus I am looking forward to reading your ideas and checking out the visuals from others. And we are almost Home Freeeeeeeee tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2066 2007-04-05T02:01:19Z 2007-04-05T02:08:58Z

it's funny, but i can't remember the content of my dreams the past two nights. but what struck me about the dreams is that they were in black & white. i usually dream in color. what about you -- do...

Sonomas it's funny, but i can't remember the content of my dreams the past two nights. but what struck me about the dreams is that they were in black & white. i usually dream in color. what about you -- do you dream in color, or in black and white? what was also interesting is that they occurred in a very ordered pattern. when i woke up, i remembered images on a letter sized page like photos -- very neat, very ordered. i also remember having a very similar dream the night before. no content though. also woke up happy which sometimes seems directly associated with a dream i've been having, although unremembered. (plus i was excited to have something interesting dream-wise to write about). tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2030 2007-03-27T02:32:52Z 2007-03-27T02:38:22Z

[Mosaic mask (detail). Carved stone w/turquoise, coral and stone inlay. Teotihuacan Culture, Classical period. Art Resource]...

Sonomas [Mosaic mask (detail). Carved stone w/turquoise, coral and stone inlay. Teotihuacan Culture, Classical period. Art Resource]]]> Now that we've been unmasked, I've been wondering how people feel about not having anonymity with respect to the blogs anymore. Frankly, I miss it. Also haven't gone out of my way to figure out whose blog belongs to who, but you get hints here and there, and now it's not much of a mystery anymore. The veil of anonymity was nice in the beginning. That's pretty funny because I had never even participated in a blog before, and barely knew what one was. Now I'm lamenting the freedom that anonymity gave us. Am I censoring myself a bit more? I think a bit. Would love to know how other people feel about it . . . tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.2028 2007-03-27T02:03:55Z 2007-03-27T02:25:12Z

Touchdown!...

Sonomas ]]> Score! We did it and now can stop worrying, and That is the best feeling ever. There was something freeing about finally being there in the thick of taking the test, seeing what i knew and didn't know, doing my best and then letting it go. the whole experience has been quite an eye opener because it showed me some things about myself that weren't exactly pretty. like how i respond to stress. like how i panic when things get overwhelming. but i also saw that i am resilient, that i stuck to it no matter how bad i felt or stupid i thought i looked. i saw other people hanging in there too, giving encouragement and a boost when necessary. The ride is pretty much downhill from here on out. tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.1922 2007-03-15T17:35:13Z 2007-03-15T17:40:30Z

get the cattle prod out. frankly, i don't even want to write about the test anymore. i think about it all the time, i wake up at 4:30 in the morning in a panic. study study study study. i'd really...

Sonomas get the cattle prod out. frankly, i don't even want to write about the test anymore. i think about it all the time, i wake up at 4:30 in the morning in a panic. study study study study. i'd really rather think about the vacation i'd like to take after graduation. or the pina colada i would like to be drinking sitting by the beach under a palm tree on a sunny day. or the thought of coming home from work with no books sitting on the table begging me to to read them. you get the idea. this time next year this will all be but a distant memory. . . back to the books! tag:blogs.qc.cuny.edu,2007:/blogs/0906N_1432/007//50.1878 2007-03-12T15:25:47Z 2007-03-12T15:40:34Z

I dreamt that I was at another party (seems to be my recurring theme). I walked out to the balcony because I heard the voice of my ex. The setting was rustic, sort of a balcony out in the woods,...

Sonomas I dreamt that I was at another party (seems to be my recurring theme). I walked out to the balcony because I heard the voice of my ex. The setting was rustic, sort of a balcony out in the woods, but on ground level. There was no one there but a little short guy, really short, like 4' tall short. (In real life my ex is 6'3"). He was wearing a long coat and a hat. But when he spoke, he sounded like my ex. Then I realized he WAS my ex although he looked nothing like him. I walked down to the next level so that we could see eye to eye. As he was speaking, I realized I didn't really like him anyway. In my dream I remember feeling sad at this realization.